pressure amounting first time since early april

it's been a long and tiring weekend man. so much has happened, so much, cept for work, has been achieved. more flare commitments AGAIN...dun get me wrong, it's therapeutic. but i really shld be putting a lot more effort into sch work. havent felt stressed since last april and now when i look at my deadlines, it's really coming back to me. was supposed to finish my Cultural Studies essay on friday, but i only started writing TODAY. tried to squeeze in work during the weekend, but...yea. hahah. no one studies at a stayover yah? man, t'was only this morn tt i suddenly felt the pressure of work man. argh!!! at least i managed to go to ballieu, and some much needed grocery shopping. i really need to focus. need to narrow down my commitments already, i've already missed church last week cos of flare and missed it today cos i was too tired from flare. n i'll prob miss next week cos of flare again. bad, Bad, BAD!!! next week will be a bad week cos of the uni gig prac! not looking forward to it as much now anymore...sigh! cant believe it. workload is down 50% compared to last sem and i'm struggling more now.

on the bright side, loved the weekend. the whole gang crashed bud and rani's place on fri. must compliment tt rani makes REALLY GOOD seafood laksa! YUM! up all nite being crazy and printing hoodies (it was SO COOL!!) good to find a place of mass insanity to be in. we did "art n craft" till 5am then knocked out. although some of us were kept awake by 'someone' (joon, jo...this'll be our lil secret, yah?). it was really funny when shar arrived at 1130, while we were still zombified. she looked really fresh and went to the kitchen to make dough for pizza. she looked like mom who would lovingly make us breakfast while we kids were still fast asleep haha.. but had to leave early for prac with suzanne! of cos, the fun had not end yet. went to jo jo's place at nite (very pretty lil apartment) to finish off the hoodies, and sang along with almost every disney song tt existed tt was playing thru jo's ipod. so nostalgic.
THANKS FLARIANS for making my life so much more lively. luv u guys (despite u guys still calling me gay :( )

on an end note, this post was not a procrastination from work. m having my scrumptious dinner now and tot i'll jus update my precious blog at the same time. haha...m finishing my dinner already, so soon it'll be back to reality and dun think i'll be sleeping early tonite.

ps: note tt i do sound more sane this time cos i'm writing it at a more sane hour. cheerios my amigos!

Caleb le Buckaroo!!!