BREASTS, BREASTS, BREASTS!!!

erm...ok guys, if ure excited i'll be worried for u (COS IT'S MY BREASTS I'M TALKING BOUT!!!!)

argh!!!!! rani bruised it today during squash man. i was reading his shot. knew he was gonna hit the shot along the wall. so i ran across him and his stupid $120 racket smashed against my beautiful, priceless, right breast! DAMMIT! it's purple now. such a weird area man. at least he whacked the fattest area of my body! hahahaa....it's gonna REALLY hurt tml. was gonna put up a photo of it, but tot it'll be a tad bit disturbing. hahaha

choreo mid-review was fantastic!! really forgot bout work for once...sigh! how rare! and su lynn dear, remember to stop sticking ur tongue out everytime u make an invisible error, yah? hahaha, very cute though!

cheerios to everyone, have fun, and it's back to study again
(KAPUT!)

Caleb le Buckaroo

BABY JESS!!!...and reality..

i really miss my 9month 4day-old niece. cant believe she has done most of her growing so far while i'm thousands of miles away! she's so adorable now..jus wanna squeeze her cheeks! was webcamming my family on monday night. was great to see them all fine and dandy. but was really more excited to see the special addition to our family. a few days back, my sister went into baby jess's room and saw her trying hard to stand up. how cool is tt!!??? she was clinging on tightly to the rim of her cot. one of those kodak moments...but yea, she's pretty big. haha. my little char siew bao!
I've finally finished tt damned CS essay tt was bugging me silly. so glad i've managed to put it aside...so tt i can start on a new one the next day...ARGH!!!! it never stops! the next one is a freaking 50% and involves loadsa research man. and loadsa dance this week is not helping much. really excited bout my first formal gig this sunday. it's basically dance routines from GREASE for a MS UNI PAGEANT. heard it's gonna be filmed too. but when i saw the contestants today, i was bitterly disappointed man...sigh. sure the uni could have done better yah? they were really ugly and stiff and looked like spoilt little chinese brat-gals. i was like...WTH!???? kel and i were filled with great hope, but were left flabberghasted. oh, and we managed to pick out 10 Flare gals from 5 random photos in my mac who could beat them hands down. Flare-gals, U ALL ROCK!!! WOOHOO!!! oh, and apparently, there's one horse-faced male contestant taking part in the MR UNI PAGEANT. but i heard it was cancelled. so wondered why he was practicing the routines with the gals. cant believe ppl actually pay $80 for a 3-course meal and seeing the pagaent.

oh, apparently...it's really easy to enter the pagaent man. all u need to do is to fill out the application form, and u're in. sheesh!!! how sad tt some cursed-faced ppl are still in denial. u noe, i was talking to some of the flarians bout it, and we all figured tt i could fill my name as CABELLA LOW, I'M TALL, SLIM AND I'M IN MY EARLY TWENTIES. I CAN SING, DANCE, ACT AND I LIKE SPORTS TOO. how to not be hot favourite, u tell me? hahaha. (ok, i'll stop being so mean...have to realise tt these ppl actually do have the courage to sign for a pagaent. but seriously, do they own a mirr...ok, i'll stop!!!)

right now, i jus want things to get back to normal, to the way things were during flarecamp days. cant bear to see ppl whom i love and care bout feel hurt. they can share their probs with me, but sometimes i feel at a loss on wat to say. essays then didnt seem to be bothering me, i could commit an extra time or two to dance and other activities. had time with frens outside flare, had not a single worry then. n now as i look back, where the hell has all the time gone? it was *SWOOSH* and it's 6 weeks ltr. cant remember last sem being this fast. on the bright side, it also feels like dec is approaching, which means...HOME SINGAPORE!!! but back to reality, i jus want this week to be over so i can commit a lot more to study next week...sigh!

a very low and monotonous cheerios
caleb le buckaroo

random tot

oh and seriously, wat's e whole deal bout pluto not being a planet anymore? do astrologers pass a bill stating wat r the pre-requisites for a piece of rock in space to be a planet??? silly ppl with BIG EGOS who think they noe so much.!!!

pressure amounting first time since early april

it's been a long and tiring weekend man. so much has happened, so much, cept for work, has been achieved. more flare commitments AGAIN...dun get me wrong, it's therapeutic. but i really shld be putting a lot more effort into sch work. havent felt stressed since last april and now when i look at my deadlines, it's really coming back to me. was supposed to finish my Cultural Studies essay on friday, but i only started writing TODAY. tried to squeeze in work during the weekend, but...yea. hahah. no one studies at a stayover yah? man, t'was only this morn tt i suddenly felt the pressure of work man. argh!!! at least i managed to go to ballieu, and some much needed grocery shopping. i really need to focus. need to narrow down my commitments already, i've already missed church last week cos of flare and missed it today cos i was too tired from flare. n i'll prob miss next week cos of flare again. bad, Bad, BAD!!! next week will be a bad week cos of the uni gig prac! not looking forward to it as much now anymore...sigh! cant believe it. workload is down 50% compared to last sem and i'm struggling more now.

on the bright side, loved the weekend. the whole gang crashed bud and rani's place on fri. must compliment tt rani makes REALLY GOOD seafood laksa! YUM! up all nite being crazy and printing hoodies (it was SO COOL!!) good to find a place of mass insanity to be in. we did "art n craft" till 5am then knocked out. although some of us were kept awake by 'someone' (joon, jo...this'll be our lil secret, yah?). it was really funny when shar arrived at 1130, while we were still zombified. she looked really fresh and went to the kitchen to make dough for pizza. she looked like mom who would lovingly make us breakfast while we kids were still fast asleep haha.. but had to leave early for prac with suzanne! of cos, the fun had not end yet. went to jo jo's place at nite (very pretty lil apartment) to finish off the hoodies, and sang along with almost every disney song tt existed tt was playing thru jo's ipod. so nostalgic.
THANKS FLARIANS for making my life so much more lively. luv u guys (despite u guys still calling me gay :( )

on an end note, this post was not a procrastination from work. m having my scrumptious dinner now and tot i'll jus update my precious blog at the same time. haha...m finishing my dinner already, so soon it'll be back to reality and dun think i'll be sleeping early tonite.

ps: note tt i do sound more sane this time cos i'm writing it at a more sane hour. cheerios my amigos!

Caleb le Buckaroo!!!

e beginning of the end of a tiring week!

Hey one and all,
this is the alpha blog, the blog of all blogs, the first of many more to come. can u actually believe i took this freaking long to start up a blog? for god's sake, i'm 20!!! seriously, i nv took interest in these stuff (still dont, but dun ask me y i'm still doin it). late last yr in 05, i told this church fren, a 12yr old gal, that i dont blog. she gasped, "U DONT BLOG!!???!!?!??!!!", almost pitying me to the core as one would when he sees an old lady trying really hard to cross the road, but could nv reach in time b4 the green man turns red.

so much for tt, huh? well jus came back from work bout 2hrs ago. it was a good night cos this bloody south italian chef, with whom i share a mutual hate, was up north in sydney. so was working with nice ppl today and we kicked ass man!! i'm supposed to be doin my essay now, but i'm always finding a 'reason' to procrastinate..so much so tt i have to start a blog jus so tt i can put off work till ltr. well, focus!!! tt's wat ppl say, but hey, i'm living up to the name of an ARTS student. still cant believe tt earlier this yr, my 3rd yr med housemate told me to get a life!! so EMIL, look at me now, it's a whole new me baby!

oh and there's this thing bout gals calling me their sister. ppl in flaredance, CCM, u name it...wat on earth is wrong with these ppl??!?!?!?? wonder how their therapy is coming along. fine, i grew up with 2 sisters. so tt's gonna be my excuse. nice ppl call me metro-sexual. the means ones are jus more direct with the word "GAY"! yes, i'm a happy boy, but NOT to tt extent! so listen, i'm still very much straight. straight as a chopstick hor! if u notice the crapiness of this alpha blog, notice the time it was posted. forgive me, i'm very tired!

speaking of dance, love it loads man. thanks Am, Lees, Ness, Bud, Su Lynn, Cindy, Kel, Lisa, Roz, Suz...and of cos many more. it's too late to crack my brain to think of more! u guys have been the saviour of my lowlife, boring soul tt prompted my housemate to say, "go get a life". with Ms Uni GIG and production coming up, i say we KICK ASS AND KICK IT HARD!!!

yeah, have gotten a lot outta my system already. hahaa. cant believe someone who couldnt give a damn bout blogs could write so much. i'm usually more ''gay'' (dun mind the pun, and pls dun get the wrong idea)..heh heh.

cheers ppl,
Caleb le Buckaroo